blogging late at nite.wakakas.so today is counted as sat liaos.

actually wanna do duty ytd de budden i no black shoes,oni heard from meixin dat dun need at 7.15am,and we gotta report at 7.45am.no time liaos.summore having gastric pains,so didnt go.but i really want to do duty de! went out ytd,went to marina square to look for my christmas prezzie!actually wanted to buy shoes but cant find,so settled for a billabong bag.

went for band concert on thurs.actually didnt dare to go in at first scared the band members will see me.dunno wad they will think when they see me.we waited for crystal very long liao so we went into the library and saw her,jas and minghan there.they waited for us at the wrong place.lol.aft the concert,waited outside for them,cos wanna chit chat with them.took pix too.crystal hugged me from the back den she suddenly carry me up den i scream.so paiseh sia.they wanted asked me to go bedok eat with them but i oni remembered aft calling home to say im coming back.stupid memory of mine.wanted to eat with them de...

miss playing the flute and the band,but i noe its too late for regrets now,too late for anything.wads done cannot be undone.i admit,i left in a moment's anger and frustration.watching the concert,i really hoped i was one of them.going to band aft sku,setting up my flute,setting up stands,setting up chairs,falling in,getting scolded by sir,all these has bcum a part of my life.life seems bored without band,seriously.and i've learnt to enjoy band music and love music more aft joining the band.even though i get very tired and stressed out at times,in the end,i made many many good frens in the band.really miss the flute sect seniors and everyone else in the sect.so sorry for leaving the band just like dat.but i noe i have to chance to return to the band,lets just take it as this is the worst decision i've ever made in whole 14 yrs on earth bahs...