I knew this is gonna happen sooner or later.
I'm not gonna put on a brave front and say I'm okay.
I'm not okay and I don't think I'm gonna be okay anytime.
I really love you and I even foolishly thought there was a chance between us.
I really don't blame you for everything that happened and neither do I hate you.
But I guess it's now the end.
We really can't go back to the past anymore.
I can't be that lil girl in her fairytale anymore.
Life's so meaningless without you.
Whenever I look at you, my heart aches. It really really does.
However, I want you to know that knowing you is one of the best things that happened in my life.
I'll never forget the first time we smsed each other.
I'll never forget the first time we talked on the phone.
I'll never forget the time we went to school together, when we walked next to each other but yet were too shy to say anything. Now I don't have the chance to stand next to you anymore. What more to talk to you face to face? What more to be with you?
I'll never forget your voice, your smile, your laughter.
I'll never forget you.
I'll always love you, and I really do.

I wish the both of you all the best. Treat her well. Don't hurt her anymore. Last but not least, be happy, that's the best and only way to keep me going on.

PS,I love you.